i can't seem to sleep i keep waking up after i leave a map on my pillow. hahaha. no la not map la. not so much. haha.
damn i feel so lonely, i have never exactly felt this lonely before. keeping to myself, not laughing for days. not having a g
ood laugh like i always did with my friends around, with him around. its been a long time since i had my cheeks sore. damn i feel so lonely, i have never exactly felt this lonely before. keeping to myself, not laughing for days. not having a g
my mom is still in vegas and i wonder how am i gonna survive without her around for 3 years now that i miss her already. and oh! i ordered drive thru tacos last night and i thought it was like the normal singaporean ordering macdonalds thru a person. but this is different, i wind down the window and a machine was talking to me. it kinda shocked me. and you know what came to my mind? " and then?" " no and then." " and then?" " i said no and then!" hahaha.
and i went to see the props for the parade last night with my cousin and his gf. it was really pretty.
and people from other states actually came to sleep on the streets with their pillow and blanket. some even bring their mattresses and tents. and they really occupy the whole stretch of road. i was amazed by how enthusiastic they were. and i see sheriffs spitting on the floor. ha!
okay for now i feel like i am missing out on alot of things. i might even become a geek/nerd in a few months time. staying home, going out with aunt, going to work. christina is a nerd! i already look like one. a geeky nerd.
you are missed badly.
