fashion police doesn't like robot songs.

insomniac

Fri, 02 Jan 2009 02:36:33 GMT

i can't seem to sleep i keep waking up after i leave a map on my pillow. hahaha. no la not map la. not so much. haha.
damn i feel so lonely, i have never exactly felt this lonely before. keeping to myself, not laughing for days. not having a g

ood laugh like i always did with my friends around, with him around. its been a long time since i had my cheeks sore.
my mom is still in vegas and i wonder how am i gonna survive without her around for 3 years now that i miss her already. and oh! i ordered drive thru tacos last night and i thought it was like the normal singaporean ordering macdonalds thru a person. but this is different, i wind down the window and a machine was talking to me. it kinda shocked me. and you know what came to my mind? " and then?" " no and then." " and then?" " i said no and then!" hahaha.
and i went to see the props for the parade last night with my cousin and his gf. it was really pretty.
and people from other states actually came to sleep on the streets with their pillow and blanket. some even bring their mattresses and tents. and they really occupy the whole stretch of road. i was amazed by how enthusiastic they were. and i see sheriffs spitting on the floor. ha!
okay for now i feel like i am missing out on alot of things. i might even become a geek/nerd in a few months time. staying home, going out with aunt, going to work. christina is a nerd! i already look like one. a geeky nerd.
you are missed badly.

a fucking boring new year's eve.

Wed, 31 Dec 2008 23:34:00 GMT

no one knows how boring this can be. this is somehow the worst new year's eve. at least last year was better, thou i had tagging on. i never had an enjoyable new year ever since 2005. yea! i just realised that i didnt have a proper one ever since then. damn! even now that the tag has been removed, i am so far away from everyone. Las Vegas had hell lots of casino everywhere! i had to be checked for id for every casino i visited. I managed to stay in a hotel for free but my mom had to play pai gow poker with people she doesn't know. my cousin gf's family. and i refused to stay alone in the room so i came back first. and have you ever heard of deep fried twinkies? sounds wrong huh? haha. its like a deep fried creamy cake roll. and they have nude clubs everywhere with naked bar top dancers. ouh and they had a gay resort too! hahah. its really interesting how the country can get. and i watched a show called " blue man". 3 guys painted in blue. its entertaining and kinda dumb. and i fell asleep while watching "jersey boys". its more of like '70s kinda thing.
how funny it is that when i get here, i got to learn more thai than spanish or any other languages that is more relavant to the country.

everyone is speaking thai around me and i somewhat get what they are saying. and i passed by a shop named " weed"

too bad i couldn't go in cos i was in the car. the country was really bright.
pfft its almost 2009. i can't wait to go for my school's orientation. its on monday.
and i dont know how to upload the pictures to this post! can anyone help me.
and i took many pictures while i was in Las Vegas but sadly i don't know how to get the pictures in the lappy cos i don't know where is the memory card.

Kecoh-ness

Thu, 25 Dec 2008 22:06:04 GMT

Damn i suck at this. It's 1.11pm and i have been sitting on the couch ever since 2plus am yesterday.
everyone in this house seems so kecoh. yesterday was christmas eve and my aunt had a gathering in her house.
i met cousin's and uncle which i never knew i had. everyone's multi racial in this family, one of my twin cousin got married to a japanese guy and another cousin has a taiwanese girlfriend. and i, don't like my own race. haha.
i miss you shithead. shithead busuk, how much i wished i was back home. evonne, i am happy to see you happy. i want everyone there to be happy.

my right wrists kinda hurt cos of scooping ice cream, its so fucking hard to get a rounded scoop. and its so boring cos there isn't much customers. how i wished i was working at lt again. i guess i have to adapt everything that comes. not everything can be my way. well, i am trying really hard to get used to it. isn't easy to get used to the life here especially when i am asian. its not that they are racist but i got my bad habits like farting and burping out loud. well at least i don't pick my nose in public.

i can't wait for school to start, i hope i can get into the course i want cos its easier than hospitality management. which has 45 units. Units-subjects. Where else cosmetology has only a total of 1600 hours of classes. i think it has 13 units. so which means it takes shorter period of time.
i met this spanish girl at my aunt's store. BASKIN ROBBINS. She's really friendly and she wants to bring me out to the movies she said. i can't wait! without my mom around la. later she start her "singing" again.
ouh and i had like 4 different types of lancome lip gloss from my uncle yesterday. and also a christmas tree looking pajamas from my cousin. its cute though. next time before i sleep i take picture ok.
i hope everything is okay, everyone is alright.
Von i wanna see a picture of your tattoo. can you post it on facebook or something?

Home fucking sick.

Tue, 23 Dec 2008 12:38:41 GMT

I WANNA GO HOME!